I never felt like this before...

It was a normal day, cd 3 and bleeding is coming to a halt like every other cycle.  I decided to get a venti mocha frappucino from Starbucks. BIG MISTAKE.. I had been at work sipping on it no more than 20 minutes before cramping began.  I felt hot and dizzy and couldn't stay focused in the call center.  I went to the bathroom and all signs of the "period" had gone.  I went back to my desk, put my headset on and tried to continue with my calls.  I found myself highly agitated and short with callers as I grew warmer, holding my cramping belly.  What the HELL did they put in this drink and what is its octane level?

On my break I tried to pull myself together, convinced the drink is turning my belly.  I just need to hold out till 11:30pm.  Not happening... The pain got more intense and I went to the bathroom in tears. I hurt do terribly.  I called a friend and she said I could have had a false negative and be pregnant.  I need to go home now.  So I told Melanie I couldn't make the rest of my shift and left for home.

The drive was horrible, but I'm home now in bed with my heating pad on my throbbing lower back.  I didn't even have the energy to move my car in its space or hug my dogs, just came up to my room... I'm only blogging this as a record.

I'll do a hpt in the morning and if it says neg I still need to go see a Dr cos uneven felt like this before....

red again.....

Well that was quick... af sure is a bitch :( Gonna probably wait a cycle or two to go again... don't know but temping this cycle is going to be vaginally... tired of stabbing myself in the tongue. I do believe where I went wrong this cycle was I ovulated more like cd 14 not cd 12 and dtd too early.

Now what?

woke up on test day with higher temp and bfn :( at 5:30 with fmu now it's 10:am and I just went to the bathroom and saw a spot of dark blood... is this :af: ??? I'm thinking I ovulated later.... I can't stand this... :( I need to pay up fed ex before another round and I think go see dr gupta again.. would like an ultrasound around cd 20

Forget the TWW sucks... the Two Days to Test Sucks...

really annoyed at temps and not trying to stress out... with day light savings just changing I wonder if my temps are off so this morning it showed at 97.70 and adjusted 97.90. Still no period but still just don't know... going back to bed...

Since temping is so stressful, I wonder if I should just halt temping and wait for test day or af.... Praying af doesn't show because I'm pregnant. Plus the thermometer may need to be replaced... I have to practically stab myself under the tongue to get a reading.... If I need to do another cycle I'm thinking of vaginal temping again.... also If I need to go again it probably won't be for a month or til the first of the year :( so Lord please hear my prayer. xo Desi

Who's Pinching me?

For the last hour I'm feeling sharp deep pinches on the right side down where my uterus is... Praying for implantation and no Evil aunt flo! Also having light cramping :/