Cycle Day 12

Insem at: 12:00 am Big O twice... - opk at 5:30 am but still with 1st morning urine... Don't know if I trust these cheapie opk's much. Bought them on Ebay... usually these wofo's work great for me,bt this time I didn't see as much as a faint line... 11:30 am another neg on the cheapie opk (not even so much as a faint line), but a big fat smile on clear blue... so glad I bought the digital, I'm now wondering if I have been with a pos surge for several days... Glad I inseminated yesterday and have one more insem to do tonight when I retu

rn home from work at 12:30 am.

Yaaaay!

I found my Preseed!

Insem One Done

Well my fed ex showed up.... I did my first insem and it was a bit dotty as I had to keep my privacy and someone wouldn't leave the house lol. well I did it but was so damn mad I couldn't find my pre seed. I sure hope all goes well, I've been drinking more water than normal and taking epo, drinking grapefruit juice and taking mucinex.... yesterday I had a lot of wetness and creamy almost watered down cm and my cervix was very high and soft... hoping for the best. I orgasmed twice so hope it sucked the little spermies in and up to meet the egg. Used the instead cup, my use syringe tomorrow.... I will keep the instead cup in until a quarter to 11 pm and then insem again around 12 am before going to bed... I have my hips up and I'm going to try to stay like this for half an hour. Wishing for the best :)

Cycle Day 11

Maybe I was anxious for the day, but truthfully I just really had to pee! I had to get up an hour earlier this morning to pee, but thankfully found a temp adjuster to help me with this. This morning, my fertility friend notes say: 97.02 temp at 4:30 an had to pee so bad. Will use calculated to adjust temp. Temp adjusted with calculator at http://www.whenmybaby.com/basalbodytemperature.php It's a rather peaceful morning. I'm thankful it cooled down to where I was able to stay upstairs in this summer heat. My furbabies are still asleep thank God! And the fed ex package is en route :) It made it's arrival into Ontario and I'm praying for it to get in my hands with no problems :) The day is just beginning, but so far so good... keep it together Dee don't lose your cool, don't stress and let's enjoy this experience. Now I'm on Fed Ex Man Stalker Watch.... LOL!!!

Roller Coaster Ride

This morning was one big roller coaster ride, with my temp going up again, not getting the full three hours rest before temping, it being too freakin hot to sleep upstairs.... calling fed ex to confirm they will bill my account for tomorrow's shipping and having them tell me no and the cost will be $107... trying to contact Todd and let him know what was happening and we may have to postpone and then venting on you tube.. then having Todd call me and call me down and set my mind at ease that my charge on the card will take place after the funds are in the account on friday.... I'm just happy I'm still on track and will now be able to insem Thursday, Friday and Saturday :) Todd is genuine and says he's here with me till we have the baby so I'm thrilled... now I'm just chilling out :)

New Cycle Here we go :)

Five more days to my first insem with TD. I'm rather excited and feel confident and happy about my decision. I know that some will not agree with my becoming a single mother, but this is something I have longed for and I desire to love, raise and nurture my child This round I'm doing pretty much the same supplements as before, but I've added a few new ones, including cassava ovum and fish oil. It's been crazy hot and my appetite just isn't there so I'm going to get some ensure. Grapefruit juice, epo work your wonders for good cm... I also have pre seed to insert before I place the soft cup. Today is CD 6 and today is my parents 56th anniversary. I guess marriage wasn't in the cards for me. I don't know maybe it is, but things have not presented themselves as I once thought they would. Bottom line is I'm getting things in order and preparing for my little girl or boy... I would love to have a daughter, but love and welcome a son too. Twins is also available since I'm taking Cassava Ovum... we'll see :)

Search for a New Donor...

Bleh! My donor is no longer my donor.... Trying to just keep it moving and not stress about this.