I won't cry now...

...but I will when I get home.  Aunt Flo reared her ugly head... I still have my Drs appointment Tuesday.  I wanna know why I'm struggling now!!! God all I want is my baby!!! Are You even listening....

Morning cramps on CD23 11dpo

Feels like AF :( still no sign of her and hate to get my hopes up to crash to another BFN

Pretty

Today I feel especially Pretty :)

Yummy in my tummy!!

I'm sooo enjoying the Chicken soup Annie made me!  On my lunch break enjoying time away and thinking about the life that may be forming in me right now!!!

My temps jumped this morning and my prayer is that implantation not only took place but is successful!!

The crazy feelings if tww

It's CD 22 10dpo... good Lp. Not so sure about this cycle and that can drive me crazy!

Temping has been a mess with this cold, plus my sleep pattern is interrupted by having to pee so much.  

Bbt hasn't been so great.  I have full cramps since last night with a mild back ache.... AF is due Friday or Saturday and I hope she doesn't show!  I hope these are signs I'm pregnant and not getting ready to host AF.  We'll see.  Lord knows I been down this road before!   I'm gonna keep trying, but really want thus to be it so I can just nurture and care for the baby and breathe a little better.  Anxiety is a booger

Sleep N Eat

All I wanted to do today is sleep and eat... sleep all day since waaaay early in the afternoon and eat clams.... Okay so I'm not a symptom girl and I'm not about to hype myself up, just pray that this is my baby and I'll find out I am indeed pregnant in a week.

Hmmm Maybe this Cold is a Good Thing!

Could it be that this cold is helping me conceive??? Well, there's not much online on the subject...probably not many studies done on it :) I did find some people swearing having a cold (or other minor sickness) increased their chances of getting pregnant due to the following reasoning: 1) when your immune system is down it increases the chances of sperm survival (because normally your immune system attacks sperm) 2) sometimes CM can increase when sick. Of course this all assumes ovulation hasn't been affected by the sickness. There are stories of couples who have tried for years and got pregnant when they were sick... so who knows. Guess we'll find out! :)