Devastating News but that seems to be the trend

Jeremy is now out of the picture.  I won't go into details because I'm too numb and hurt right now...

Good Read: it starts with the egg

This is a must read for 40+ women ttc!  We are always told we're a statistic with no hope and I believe that is such bullshit.  This book gives you a better view of what you can not do and what you can do for best egg quality.  

It's true no women likes to be reminded her age... That's not necessarily a vain thing.  Especially when you are trying to get pregnant.  We know are age and a remembrance by someone can be crushing and insulting as if we're some type of antique.  You are a jewel.  I am a jewel.  Don't give up and don't give in!

CD9- Labor Day 2016

No ovulation surge yet and in so happy as later in the week works best for me! Since my miscarriage in July, I tend to ovulate later. This month I can't get a hold of my midwife Jhoanna.  I know she's super busy, looks like I'm on my own this cycle; no iui. I'm calling Dr Gupta first thing in the morning to see if I can comeback and get an order for clomid and an ultrasound to keep watch on my lining. I know Jeremy is concerned and so am I.  It's frustrating if I let each roadblock get to me.  The one thing I can't change is my age, but honestly I font believe that is a problem.  I pray this cycle works and I carry to term.

Three Weeks and Five Days

Being pregnant again is so awesome and I pray and thank God for blessing me with the life growing inside me. Today is father's day and I am happy that J is the baby's father because he is just an awesome and wonderful person. It's amazing how our lives crossed and now we're welcoming life into ours.

Whaaaaat?!

I'm almost sure I'm positive I'm falling in love.

Belly Newness

The journey continues with the wonderful J. Before I had hoped to eventually meet my soul mate, never did I think I would find the other person who was born to be the father of my children. It's been a few weeks, but I knew when I met him that he had all the qualities I look for in the father of my children and for me. I have no romantic expectations, but I would not turn any down either. J is totally beautiful inside and out. We embark along this journey this week. I've learned a lot about myself. I have a clean bill of health from my gyno and my FSH is decent, not great but decent. I've been taking Pregnitude for almost a month and have also been taking wheat grass shots, coq 10 and DHEA. This week I had my first appointment with a TCM acupunturist and had been prescribed with medicine to help me create better blood flow to my uterus

Pregnitude

Day Three of Pregnitude and I still have quite the journey ahead of me.