New cycle day 2

Day two and yes this us a period unlike last month... Only diff is I have this wicked headache on top of bitch cramps😒

I'm adding l arginine for my uterine blood flow. I'm still concerned my periods are so scant.  Also adding fish oil back in the mix. The health food store didn't have the Raspberry Leaf, but I got Yogi Moon Cycle Tea that has Raspberry Leaf in it.  My cramps are kicking my ass and I'm drinking this tea now!

NI this cycle will cover fertile cycle every other day starting next Sunday.  I'm trying my best to take it as easy and less stressful as possible.  I want this cycle to be the one that brings forth my baby

Ode to Black Friday

I cooked so much yesterday and barely was able to eat 3/4 of a cup without throwing up.

Thought this morning was different but very tired and slept in and having some pelvic twinges.. Tried to eat some dressing and corn pudding ( my faves) and just had to throw up :/

On top of that I have a MADDENING headache so.... There goes my online Black Friday shopping!

And the Results are in

Got my results from last week's pap and biopsy and all is Normal! Yaaay... now what about my baby????

Test Now?

I'm so over my bbt chart looking a HOT mess.... I've decided to test in the morning if my temp doesn't drop or rise.... it's really crazy? Am I expecting a positive.... idk what I'm expecting at this point.

Still Puzzled

To this day I'm still so puzzled by my bbt chart. If that was a period today would be CD 11 or 12.  I had right side ovulation pain last night, but my temps are so low!  I have to go back to vaginal temping next cycle....

My ultrasound is Saturday and I expect happy news!  I actually dreamt during the ultrasound, the tech asked me how far along am I!  I know I'm dreaming!!! I do expect to find out from it and the biopsy that everything is good.  Now to talk with Kyle about new cycle!!!

The day after

Pain from yesterday's visit. An ectopic is never easy....

But it's not final and doesn't mean I did anything wrong; if anything it's assurance that I am fertile myrtle!

One thing I am going to do is relax.  Dr Warren said no sex for ten days so we're gonna skip this next cycle.  I'm also going to begin my weight loss for fertility. In tall and may carry it well, but I'm a good 42 lbs overweight, so I'm going to lose 44 and get back on my fertility to help me conceive in the next few months.  I know I can do it!!!

Also I'm putting in for two days off next cycle and will bd with Kyle every other day following the end if my period.

Time to put new plans in order. We're both ready! Plus like I said before, "I'm too cute not to procreate!" And Kyle was such a cute kid too, I can just imagine the cuteness of lil sug'!!!

A sad morning

Sadly bfn.  Dr did a pap and biopsy of endo. Says looks like I have a fibroid near my cervix.  Will have ultrasound next Saturday. Kaiser will not treat me for fertility due to my age.  I just can't stop crying...