Another Day in the Life of a Cycle

This morning's temp confirmed ovulation on CD 12.

I are a piece of pineapple core this morning and made a pineapple banana smoothie in honor of the castaways of Gilligan's Island!

No more temping, I'm just resting in my prayers to God to bless me with my child.

Ovulation Day

Today is O day! Yesterday after dtd I came home to a positive opk and this morning to another temp dip.

So I'm off to take care of some business then back to Northridge for more baby dancing!

Peeing is the new "in" thing

As usual I show up to NI early lol! Been here about two hours with an hour to go and I'm alkaline pumping water with lemon and drinking  green tea and grapefruit juice to increase good Cm.

So far since I'm waiting at Target, I've made three visits to the bathroom! So I'm gonna sit here a while longer with an hour to go and tinkle and blog:) thank God for Target's free wi fi!!!

Yesterday I did see good egg white! I'm just praying this cycle we catch the egg and she sticks so I can love, nurture and care for my little baby!

No attempt is in vain.  I try to tell myself each try.  I wouldn't be doing all this unless I wanted my baby so very dearly!

Well I think I'm tinkled out lol! Let me see if this man is ready!!!

Ttfn

What is this???

Yesterday at work one little spot and that's it.... this morning a negative test and still blood, not a lot, but blood. Dammit if my period is coming on just do it... I hate this!

My Bbt Break Up

Today is cd24 12dpo and the day I suspect AF will try to show.  I'm so unsure of my expectations but my prayer has been she stays away and tomorrow I get my BFP.  We'll see.  Here we go again....

Changing Verses

Today is such an odd day... I've been knocking around some new ideas in my head... I saw my temp drop this morning and it agitated me a bit feeling out yet again. I'm no longer temping for my own sanity. I'm not due to test until Tuesday when AF is expected. My prayer of course is that she doesn't show and I get a BFP when I test. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared of disappointment again. I'm trying to be faithful that God will bless me regardless of how I went about to have this baby. I've been a bit foggy lightheaded today, but not reading much into it. If I am to go another cycle I'm adding a back up into rotation. My goal is to inseminate as much as possible per cycle because I won't be temping at all. This of course changes my love song to my child. But I'm doing this for love all together. I want my child and love my child already.

That old familiar feeling

After so many cycles, it's shameful that I am so familiar with this feeling of af on her way.... I just wanna cry! I totally felt that we times correctly, but for some reason this is just taking longer than I had hoped... IT bothers me because I'm not giving up and feel like I should. I want to move on and have my baby and God always seems to be standing in my way. What happend to my free will to want to be a mom? Why has this been taken away from me?