CD 20

Today showed a rise in temp...not too sure if the progesterone had to do with it or if it was because I had a solid three hours of sleep before I woke and didn't have to wake up early to pee.... Brb.. Felt a bit weird for a minute but no AF Thank Jesus!!!

I still have some days to go before I can test... A week from Saturday per FF... I'm going to start Peeing on a stick tomorrow morning and will save my two digitalis for the day of my missed period and after

It is SO VERY important I see a doctor as soon as I find out I'm pregnant.

I believe today's rise does mean implantation took place yesterday or the day before.  I'm praying for a rich/ thick enough lining for the egg and a long enough LP to give my baby time to grow full term!

My plans still are to have a new job/home by the end of my first trimester; before I tell my family.  However if that doesn't work out I'm prepared to tell them, I am trying to build my business and find a steady 9 to 5 so that I can take care of my responsibilities from decisions I have made.  All tho warranted, at this point in my life I do not need negativity or lecturing.  At that same time I'm not looking for more than your continued love for me and for your new grandchild.

I may write it in letter form first and give it to them with a picture of the sonogram..... What's important us that I stay stress free through this pregnancy.  I've been through so much to have this child and can't wait to hold her/him!!

Xo Desi