I guess Red means I'm out...

I was feeling pretty good when around three I had to temp cos I had to pee so bad; my temp went back up...

And I just past my normal 12 day LP... I only felt a little dull cramping so I put on Sanford and Son and went back to bed...

When I woke up I saw red and my heart has nearly broken... Again.
I know I timed everything right and I am just SO SORRY GOD if I stepped on YOUR MIGHTY TOES....
Yes I'm angry... I want a baby more than ANYTHING and after saying YOU would give me the desires of my heart... YOU bring on Aunt Flo.....
Well I'm hoping this bleeding stops right quickly and I'm still pregnant...